this fucking sucks
it wasn’t my mom’s time to go. She was such a beautiful, kind hearted person. She was always there for me. She always held me when I cried and she never pushed to know what was wrong. I wish I told her.
I miss her so much and I don’t know how I’ll make it through this.
She was my best friend.
Rest in peace, mom.
I love you so, so much. I’ll try to stay strong for you. I have so many things I meant to tell you. I’m sure you already knew about all of them. I wanted to tell you about my girlfriend. You deserved to know. It would have made you so happy to know that I found someone I love. I wanted to tell you know much I love you. About how much fun I had with you whenever we did anything together. I love you. I always will.